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Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Wed, 02 May 2007 15:21:46 GMT

aryt, its been a year since my last entry..many have read my blog..so much has happened to me..i would like to inform you i am not as angry as before. i am a chillaxing guy..i just lkike to chill i dont want to stress on things things anymore..i am here to enjoy life..well peace to you all.

YOU WANNA READ SOMETHING!!

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 13:34:02 GMT

AJ!! YOU FREAKIN BITCH!!YOU fuckin want to read my blog here's something to read about!!! you fuckin whore!!! you can't make a fuckin deal..you piss me off!!you definitley ruin everything!!! where the fuck are my paintings!? where the fuck is my book!!! you said you'd drop it off! where the hell is it then!? plus you say now you don't want to give it back?! you say want to keep it!why?! why?! i bet you still want me! so what the hell then?! i'm already going to give you your book?! i can't believe i fuckin trusted you! nobody can trust you, you freakin lie about everything..tsss...now you're going to cry about the blog. say i'm an ass hole..well screw you...you will never change..you will always be dumb. you wannabe blonde!! you said you were a loser before, you're still one now..you just fuck people so they think you're cool..oh yea you can't do fuckin better than me..never!! and what the fuck you talkin about?? you go to school now?? ulol!!! fuck you ! since when!? you can't get into school..you're fuckin dumb...you messed up everybodies life! you scewed wang!! then you betrayed adam!! you fuckin cheat on him with some guy that looks like a fuckin squater! and you use adam for his money!! wow..what a great person you are..you think i'm evil.why don't you look in the mirror..just look at yourself..you are pathetic..you know what?. i should have just let you commit suicide when you wanted to..so that way, everybody would be happy..like you said maybe your family would be happy if you were gone. everybody wants that! !...JUST DIE ALREADY!! FEEL MY WRATH!!!

I HAVE A STALKER!!!!!!

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 07:53:08 GMT

oh my freaking god!!!!! this guy has made me crazy!! i have a fake myspace account!!! it's pissin me off!!! he is trying to flirt with girls trying to be me!! OH MY GOD!!! when i found out i turned into this

haha i love that pic i look crazy!! but yes this idiot faker dude is making me crazy!! ARGH!!! first AJ now this stupid stalker!!..oh yea good news..i don't have to give the book to AJ, she just messaged me saying to just give the book to SUK..cool , so i don't have to see her face..yes!! die bitch die!! so anyway it's 4 days until i take my entrance test for CSB..hope i pass..i haven't been to school for like a year..I'm dead if i don't get in.hahaha.. oh yeah my real myspace is www.myspace.com/1106904 or www.myspace.com/dinokilates and my friendster is www.friendster.com/profiles/dinokilates

okie dokie smokey

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 15:08:11 GMT

as of now ..uh..ok..this is wat she replied..oh yea..i said something about me being a cocky asshole..i said it like this in the subject ..I AM COCKY ASSHOLE!!! haha..

arielle j wrote:

you forgot to put cocky in your profile. leave it with the guard. i didnt want to involve people because theres
no need to..its called being proper dino. useless naman makipagaway sayo eh.
you want both or what.

ok this is were i put put the subject title.. I AM COCKY ASSHOLE!!

Dino wrote:
> HAHAHA!!! both what, cocky and asshole?
> sure..so we have a deal?? cool...oh yeah both
> what? so cool , we have a deal?

arielle j wrote:

you are A cocky asshole..not "I AM COCKY
ASSHOLE"....yoiu sound like a caveboy...

yea yea...congratulations...your no longer the nice
sweet boy....your now the nice sweet cocky
asshole..whoo fucking hoo...its enough to make
me cuss for gods sake

anyways...you want both paintings? coz i like
them and i wouldnt mind keeping one..but since
you ARE a brilliant cocky asshole than i figured
you wouldnt give me the book out of the pure
goodness of your heart hahah you gotta have
something in return to benefit from diba?soooo
both?? what'll it be mr.cockyass....

Dino wrote:
> the cave man thing was intentional..haha..you
are
> goin to get the book, you can count on that,juz
> give him the paintngs..ayt..just make copies of
the
> paintings..ayt...i'm not really an asshole..i'm still
> nice..im just mean to people i hate..okie dokie!!
> eeeehhhhh!!! im goin crazy!!! hahahahahaha...i
like
> the taste of happiness!! and computer monitor

arielle wrote

yea thanks..atleast now i have artists consent to
copy it.r so you wont have my arrested in the
future when your famous or something for your
art .... :)

and thats great that your not an asshole even if
you still are to me :)..its also great that your
happy...although...teka....drunk??

computer monitor?? going crazy??? huh??..ohhh
gets....being weird...well thats good :) atleast you
didnt lose that :) your still weird...in uhmm,,,yea in
uhmm a dino ricardo way i suppose.

ayt.copies it is.and just for you haha i scratched
off the back side note to me.

but hey!! you dont want the heart one to diba??
thats just a water color heart with a silver
lining...hah i doubt you even remember giving that
to me,you want that one to?? i dont think the
message on it is uhmm ...scratch off-able...that
one to? and uhmmm ya have the painting (if you
could call it that) that i made? the dragonfly ice fire
whatevr thing...unless ofcourse you burned it...but
yea...throw that in with the book if its okay...

:( is it too much to ask for my lakers jersey :(

Dino wrote:
> i want the heart one..with the arrows yinyang
and
> shit,ur lakers..uh..i duno wer it is..stuff got lost
> wen i moved..just give the stuff to suk

arielle wrote:

yea i know. alright so the others are mine.okay, ill
give it to him when i see him. errr great you lost
it.....vintage...errr.

so i guess every thing is ok i'm goin to get my stuff back and she gets the book..tada..but am i going to give the book away??hmm..i just need to get my stuff first..the \n give it to her..my god..i cant wait until there is another episode in my life..!!! STAY TUNED!!

the lion the witch...errr...THE CAT THE BITCH AND THE BOOK

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 06:28:36 GMT

ok here is the update on my current situation about the book..she is so annoying,... she just can't get it.. here is the message

Dino wrote:
> you promise to give suk the cat??? are you
fuckin
> sure you will give him the cat??? .... how will i be
> sure you are going to give him the cat???....just
> give the stuff to suk..okay? ok! then whenever i'm
> in manila i'm goin to give you the book..okay...

arielle wrote:

good god, look dino, the cat is with victoria, suk
knows this, her name is lucy, suk does not know
that. I TOLD HER TO GIVE HIM THE CAT, she
said yes, so,,... short of freaking stealing it from
her like last time,i did my job....IM DOING ALL I
CAN. good god..erfhesdhfnbvudjsgvuarg!!!!!

so i cant get my book unless i give you your stiuff
AND i give suk a cat??? grabe ka naman. i said id
give him i cat andi meant it...i also said im bugging
the hell out of victoria..dino we dont see each other
anymore...and actually now that i mention it, thats
your fault kinnda that me and her dont get to see
each other as often anymore.
hayayay...nevermind..you dont want to know that
story anyway.

look....all i wanted out of this is to say sorry to the
only ex i have left that hates me,to get my book
back,and to try to be nice and friendly. you dont
wanna be my friend...okay i respect you. just do
our deal. im doing my deal with suk. i told him na
worse comes to worse and i dont get the siamese
ill just buy him a diff cat...haaay.

your more difficult a person than i
remember.afhwesjdbfnvfujrvureehgiujhrihgirhjgi....errr

Dino wrote:
>
> so you are goin to give my stuff to suk right??
> and how the hell is it my fault that you guys
don't
> see each other????? you two are the ones with
> issues... ok..YOU drop off my stuff at
> SUKS>>>okay ...you gets??...an then after
> that..I ,DINO will give you, AJ the
> book..gets???...because i live in pampanga at
the
> moment so maybe this week or next week i will
> drop it off..GETS??? so you give my stuff to suk,
> then i give you the book..OKAY!!??? that's the
> deal..GETS??

why do i have to give suk the stuff if your giving the
book to me.,,ang kulit mo! fine. I AJ give you DINO
your painting(s) AND you DINO give me AJ my
book.simple? dosnt involve multiple people.man
that book is getting easier and easier to live
without.

and for your satisfaction ...I AJ give SUK his
GIRL CAT when I AJ see VICKY ...gets???? he'll
get his cat,not right away but he'll get it.

and no its not your fault i cant see vic i take that
back..its OUR fault for recording that STUPID ass
video, and partially, vics fault for not erasing it.

Dino wrote:
> dont you get it..i dont live in manila...you just
give
> the stuff to suk..ok...so wen im in manila ill drop
off
> the book at your place..DIBA???
> you get it..YOU ARE GOING TO GET THE
> BOOK!!! just give my stuff to suk..BECUZ I
DONT
> LIVE IN MANILA!! I LIVE IN PAMPANGA! okie
> dokie smokey, oh, which video is that???? is
that
> the video i think it is???

dino i know you live in pampanga..can we please
stop fighting and frustrating each other with that,i
know your in pampanga.since your dropping off my
stuff to me i can directly give you your painting
ok...if i see suk before i get my book than i give it
to him...simple as that...no more stupid
frustrations.and yea...if you dont mind,,,,i had your
painting copied. i know you want the original..so
thats the one im giving to you,...do you need the
other two?
and i dont know if its the video you think it is.
theres like five.and yea...we were so stupid to even
MAKE a damn video..now me and vic are having a
hard time seeing each other...

WHY WONT YOU GIVE IT TO SUK??? don't you get it..for sake keeping...diba??u give my stuff to suk...then wen im in manila...ill drop off the book at your place...diba?? ill just give it to the guard in the lobby, cuz ive been to lafayette or watever its called..so i wont have to see you..unless you want to see me??? is that y u dont want people to get invovled???HUH!!

so yeah..that's my situation....i think she's lying again..like that bitch always does..and now im just waitin for her reply..i'm guessing since i said something about her wanting to see me sh will say something like..i'm so full of myself..or feeling..or whatever.i know she's going to say that

MY GOD WOMAN!!!

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 13:05:14 GMT

ok....MY GOD!!! the bitch is back..aj...my fuckin ex wants her damn book back..ok i'll give it to her..but ugh she's just pissin me off...i was being nice..

here are th messages because i'm lazy to type what happened..

Look Dino...I'm leaving for Vegas soon...I just want
my book back...whatever reason you have after a
whole year of hatred towards me...to still hate
me...is your reason..I can respect that.

I just want my book. I gave it to the wrong guy.
Please dont be so immature about it. I have your
paintings and your book....its a simple
trade...theres no reason for a man that hates me
to not be able to make a simple transaction
without having to get other people involved. Why,
Cant you negotiate youself?

I just want to know if you have my book or not.
Either way you can have your painting. But please
dont be cruel about this....I have nothing said or
done that would merit not getting my book back. A
simple message saying whether you have it or not
will suffice.

I made a bet with myself that you wouldnt reply to
this....I'll probably win,but maybe you still have a
good side. I try to be optimistic.

I dont think of you as a regret. I think of you as a
lesson. Maybe you should start thinking of me as
the lesson rather than the mistake. What is it??
what in the hell is it that has not been said or done
that you still have it in you to loathe me over a year
after?? whatever it is...say it...tell me how much
you hate me. who knows..maybe itll make you
smile..whatever floats your boat. just stop hating
the thought of being in love.

book or no book...?

this is what i said

i have the book...it's not arthur..it's champ
(ok the whole champ thing is really nothing, she called the hale dude arthur not champ, forget that part)

arielle j wrote:
his real name is arthur... :) he disnt like me calling
him champ for some reason....

and as long as we're on the topic of profile
editing...its not PHYCO its PSYCHO...

so...whats the deal with the book..i live in
eastwood...can you drop it there and ill leave the
painting or something..or you can choose terms....

thanks dino...for being somewhat compliant about
this....

that kinda sucks tho.you have no good memories
of us, but like i said, whatever floats your boat...

but hey..whatever it is...it sucks to hate someone
that much...it stops being fun after a while...so
whatever it is...I'm really sorry.....and im glad it
didnt affect who you became..

so..book deal?? you choose....

then i said.."how the hell can i have good memories when you always give me problems?? fuck it fuck it!...and where the hell does it say PHYCO on my profile..just give me your address i'll give you the book"

as you can see, i'm being nice to her..yes that is NICE! if youonly knew aj..ugh..the fuckin life ruiner

any way next message

arielle j wrote:

lafayette 2 unit 2b...

and it says phyco at the bottom of your
profile ...somewhere near where your trying
to "warn the kids" not to speak to strangers.

im not babbling..i dont give you problems dino and
you know it..besides,you dont see me posting
hate testimonials around do you?

if you could drop off the book tom that would be
great thanks.

that sucks tho a year after ya still cant be
nice ..for mistakes sake what is it exactly that you
hate so much? it was enjoyable for a while to
see..but now it got old...i keep wondering what it is.

alright..just say if you can drop it tomorrow..i myt
drop the painting off to suk today.

but seriously, for mistakes sake, what is it...cant
ya be happy instead of cranky..try smiling...iit
rocks :) you used to love being jolly.

Dino wrote:
> don't forget about the cat..the cat that suk
> wants..the cat u promised him..and im fuckin
> nice..im doin this arent i?..ur fuckin lucky

ha ha ha...what do you want me to do? fight back?
nah.waste of energy to hate you back,so much
easier not to cuss and just be nice to an ex rather
than be phyco.. :) :) right dino?

the deal with suk has nothing to do with this book.
if your just doing this because of suk than just
forget it. your being nice? then why are you
involving suk ?? what happend to making a
transaction without involving others...chh..dino your
not doing me a favor so nope,im not lucky..your
making it really hard to be nice to you. but oh yea,i
forgot..you like being an asshole right? your damn
proud of it.

if your doing this for suk. forget it. its okay i liked
your paintings anyway.

and with or without that book, regardless that i
really want it back...im still getting suk that cat
because i promised that to him,not just me,vicky
too..im holding my end of the bargain by buggin
her for it.

thanks anyways...ooo im so lucky...you coulda
just been nice.

ok honestly im not fighting...she is..

Dino wrote:
> my god woman!!! what is up with you? i am goin
to
> give you the book.....like you said my terms..i
dont
> want to see you..i've changed my mind..you piss
> me off too much.drop my stuff at suks..then i'll
give
> him the book..he will only give you the
book..only
> when you give him the paintings..plus the
> cat..that's the damn deal..

you dont have to be pissed,im not trying to piss
you of.and...nope. i told you. your terms. this is
between you and me. me and suk and the cat is a
whole other thing. you give me the book i give you
the painting. whether you go with this deal or not
im giving suk the cat.

...there.i put champ stead of arthur.

and that is it for now ..grrr.i don't want anything to do with her..maybe she wants to see me..because she just wants it between me and her only..hahashe wants me that bad...hahaha..she's just some dumb girl i regret...haha she was talking about good memories, well there are some, ..everthing else..bad..she gave me so much stress..plus my family..she gave them stress too..my god it's a year and some months since i started hating her..haha...GOD!!! oh well..fuck it..

almost a year has passed

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 12:08:45 GMT

finally after almost a year i'm going back to the whole world of blogging..ok let's see where i have left off.it says here that i am going to boracay..ok let me tell you a story about that..for a week my friends and i went to Boracay..it was fun and nice.until it reached the final day..well lets say tha people were getting a little irritated with my drinking..i was drinking for 4 days straight..and i didn't eat..well..goo d thing i didn't die..but i almost did..i was drunk..and all i knew is that i flew out of a tricycle..not my fault..the tricycle crashed..and i flew out..they thought i was dead..well that's what my friends told me..thank you guys for helping me out..and i was talking about stuff too when i was drunk..i gained some respect when i was drunk..i think i was talking like gandi..haha..i was talking about life and shit..well..it's been a year..i forgot..the past year..i haven't beeen in school..but i did pass the apc entrance test..i went there for like 2 weeks.i withdrew..and my status is that i never went to a college..haha..fucking nasty school.. ..i've have been having some issues with girls..i have been doin some crazy stuff lately..i was making out with a hot chick last night..and the week before. and i hope i get laid soon..been through alot of ups and downs with friends..but we all made up..i love my friends..i spray painted my shoes..yes i am fucking weird..well i promise this time i'll keep you posted..you know what i was thinkin...who the hell reads this shit.. PEACE!!

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 13:09:49 GMT

shit im so sorry i didnt update...

tuesday....

i woke up early in the morning...why? so i can get my student permit baby!!!yep i am allowed to drive now, and i will say this, i drive pretty good...i just need to practice my reverse parking...then i bought a bunch a cds..i bought slipknot-iowa, sugar ray-flored, eminem-marshal mathers lp, and uhh..ummm....good charlotte...ok ok..i only bought cuz it was P250...thats a nice price...so FUCK OFF!!!!

wednesday..

i forgot...oh yeah i remember, i got to drive around....YEAH!!!and after that i bought more cds..system of a down- steal this album, the funny thing is..it didnt even have the antitheft thing attached to it...hmmm...and then i got best of led zeppelin....YEYEAH!!!.i actually kneeled in tower records when i saw it...but what pissed me off later that day was my dad and mom...bitching at me about college...yeah i know where there coming from but that was out of nowhere....my dad was like "if you dont pass this entrance exam i will not look for anymore schools for you, you will go to that angeles university!..i dont want to hand feed you anymore!!"...yeah yeah..but what ever...i got alot money from him anyway that day...for boracay baby!!!

thursday today...

i had to wake up at fucking 4:30 am !!! so i could go to manila to apply for asia pacific college...after that...my mom was bitchin at me about i shouldve got alll the requirments earlier but fuck!! she had to add all this drama shit like i sor some reason dont appreciate her...i mean like shut the fuck up!!!!(well in my mind ofcourse)so i wnt to my highschool to get my transcript, my report card, and stuff, but before that i had to have detention that i didnt serve ...so after that we had to go all the way to magallanes to APC...oh my god!!!!my mom is like a banshee!!..thank god when i got there they accepted the papers, now i have to take the test on april 29, 2005...cross my fingers...after that i went to abs-cbn...it was ok at least my mom wasnt next to me...all i had to at abs was just stand...so after that...i go to eo's house...but eo wasnt there...and my god!!!!my mom was bitching again..all im asking for is some little freedom...JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE WHEN I WANT TO BE ALONE!!!! my mom is a drama queen...shes the one who should go to abs-cbn....now i am at the safety of emilio vicente araneta marcos' home....and tomorrow BORACAY BABY!!!!!!! see you guys after a week of fun under the sun...and maybe after i get some!!!!peace

thursday

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 11:19:18 GMT

it has been how many days since i've updated this diary...today well i woke up, i ate, i saw my dog, i ate in front of my dog, i took a shit, went to church, boring day, now i'm typing..... i tell you what happened the past days..

yesterday....saturday

i woke up in suk's house, because i slept over...i thought the day before that was judgement day for him....but i he told that he was staying...so yeah...i was in his house, playing spiderman 2 on ps2..i finished it...then i bought a staind cd..14 shades of grey..my mom picked me up..she was bitching at me about some shit like i dont give her respect...and she asks me if i hate her...i told her "you have so mush drama in your life" and yeah a sucky way to end the day...she pisses me off everytime she does that...god!...thank god i had my cd player and my big ass headphones..

2 days ago...friday..

i woke up....i ate lunch....i said hi to my dog..later that night i went to abs-cbn for workshop...they gave us this script that we had to memorize, it was about you talking to your dead friend...it pissed me off 'cause it was in filipino i was like "PUTANGINASHIT!!" but it was all good cuz it only took me one take...and that's good......that night was april 15...the "last day of suk in the philippines"... i was all ready with my clothes to sleep over his place...i met him at caths place, adam was there flashing his freaking camera, the fuckin light was soa nnoying, but it was all good..suk told me that he made his decision, he said that he was going and that his bags were packed..then he gave me a envelope..he told to open it ..he just enrolled in UA&P...i was shockedand confused..yet happy...he told me that he wanted to be happy..and he's happy here..he doesnt want to have a hard time yet..he doesnt want to live in a dorm..plus he has connection here and shit...so me ,adam , suk left cath...and we headed to go for some of that sexy shisha...we talked about aban eating 5 freakin ghetto hotdogs...that monster...too bad we didnt have that hot sauce that adam alomost died on trying to eat..he was like this..he was so fuckin red!!! hahaha...anyway we saw this crazy guy running around on the street..it was so scary...i think he thought he was a bird..we was goin "caca..caca" like a freakin crow...suk was hella scared...we told the guard to shoo him away..that guy was so scary ...i feel sorry for him though..he needs serious help...just we were about to leave we saw a beatle the DINO MOBILE!!....i swear to god i will buy a beatle....so we went home we dropped off adam first..i cant beleive that man...he class in the next 3 hours...crazy...so i was at suks house...i was about to type when all of a sudden there was this virus that fucked up the computer....bad trip!!....so any way....fast forward into the future

today....

suk isnt leaving after all...i'm still thinking about that girl...sheesh what should i do?..

DINO MOBILE

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 12:12:28 GMT

hey this is my first entry..since i have nothing else to do..plus i need to keep my self busy from time to time, i have decided to make a diary online. hope you beautiful people out there dont get bored reading about my thoughts and what events that hapen in my life

today i've been thinking alot about my friends, family, school..i just graduated from high school..but im still lost..i dont know where to go..i dont know waht to take up in college..i dont want to bum around for a year..that's going to be a waste of time, waste of my life...friends, well my bestfriend suk is thinking about going to back to the U.S to study for college..because of him i am sort of back on track.....he is a example of a real friend...fuck all of them backstabbers and users and abusers.... i regret not doing alot of things in highschool..not talking to some people, didnt continue a relationship with some aquaintances..plus i keep on thinking about this girl from school...everyday i thnk about her...ever since graduation day, i cant stop thinking about her i going crazy..yeah i know it sounds so cliche...but i really really liked this girl since i met her in 9th grade..there's something about her that just makes me feel all gooey inside...i feel extremely happy whenever i hang out with her..she's my friend..she didnt know that i liked her until my friend alex adamson told her during my friends debut....now she knows that i like her.but she doesnt know that i know that she knows..get my drift?...fuck! now i'm in pampanga, what the hell am i suppose to do here!? watch the grass grow...i miss everybody...i moved to pampanga on my birthday..it sucks...no party..no saying bye to my friends..nothing....not alot of my friends know that im here..i'll just let them spread the word for me....i'm seriously confused about everything